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It makes u go… ???
November 30, 2007, 11:37 pm
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Was chatting with one of my guyfriends the other day, we were just talking about the usual stuffs, when he suddenly bombarded me with different questions altogether on the next split second! It’s the same ol same ol relationship (or trust) issues. I have one, everybody has one or even more! It’s just life, we have to go through complications along the way!


Obviously I’m no love doctor, pfftt, I even suck at this department myself! But in the name of a good friend, we talked things through and I listened to everything he has to whine about. I agreed with him on the fact that forgiving isn’t as easy as some people might think it is, let alone moving on from a heart break or some sort of a pain. It’s safe to say, you’ll never be completely or fully healed from those hurtful moments. There’ll be times when things just flashed back and you tell yourself you aren’t ready to forgive and forget. In my case, I can forgive (depending on how bad the situation is) BUT will never forget what one has ever done to me. So moving on to the other topic, he whined about how difficult it is to find ‘the one’!!! Told him he’s just pinning on those expectations way up high, which isn’t really the way to do it (as for me that is). If she’s the one, then she will be, insyaAllah.

I mean you can’t just meet that somebody and think he or she will be THE ONE and you can’t expect things to really really work out between the two of you or expect the relationship to be smooth sailing all the time, NO, you cannot, unless you get to know who the person is, as in his/her true colour. Okay, maybe it’s just my take on relationship, as far as I’m concern, being with the same person for over the years, still won’t guarantee whether he or she is The One. As simple as that.


You know when some people say, nature has its funny or weird ways on working things out, I’d like to believe it’s true.


And then he asked me this: Have you ever cheated? Before? May be even NOW, MAY BE???

*Hehee, funny guy*

Sufficed to say, ”I’m all clean now hun hehee!”

Lesson learned and karma exists! Hehee! I can’t say I’ve really cheated, no, but it was more like I’ve crushed somebody else’s heart to pieces, I still feel guilty thinking about it now. It was a matter of me ending the relationship very abruptly just because I was torn, and I thought he was better off without me. Sigh. If only I knew how he felt at the time. But the next thing I know, I got myself into another relationship and he ended up cheating on me =(

What goes around comes around! That’s all I’m saying!


Ohh, I do not want to be a cheater, I hope I will never have to take or eat all these words back! Err! No! Relationship is not an easy thing, you have to work on it to make it work. Kalau pun sudah tawar ati with your partner, I think you MUST be a man/woman enough to be able to let him/her know about the whole truth. It’s just unfair to keep things hanging just because you can’t make up your mind or decide on one thing, it’s just so unfair. It’s tough, yes, nobody ever says it’s easy.


I hope it’s not so much of a rojak post, but you get my drift yes? =)


On a different note, eh babe, I’m (slowly) starting to think Rihanna and Josh Hartnett look cute (or hot) together hahaa! I dunno how that happens! *gasps* =P



all week long.
November 25, 2007, 10:29 pm
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That’s his bottle supposedly with milo in it and that’s my midnight coffee hehee.

My nephew said, “Lain jua botol susu usu anii??”



I’ve been busy. Well, nothing much really, just babysitting the kids and my nephew’s been bunking in with me AND has successfully pee’d on my bed too!!! Arghhh!!! Other than that, been catching up and meeting up with some friends, I’ve gone wayyy lazy with the photo taking, so sorry there’s no pictures to stick up here. Speaking of which, I have to meet up with my guyfriend soonnn before he flies off! He said he got OKs and Hellos and something for me hahaha. Sweet.


And and… my maid is officially GONE! Tsktsktsk! Balik ia sudah, ngalihku helping out my mother in the kitchen and I so cannot believe my mum is cooking with the help of recipe books! That’s how long the maid’s been here and that’s how long my mum’s been taking the back seat. Bukan lagi back seat, NOT COOKING AT ALL! hahaha. My maid knew everything around the house, infact she was fully in charge of the kitchen department. Sometimes we even have to ask her where she placed the things. Now that she’s back to her homeland, guess we really really have to start from scratch. Don’t ask me about the younger maid, I bet she’s kinda lost too, so that’s not so much of a help there. So yes, antiiii, come back hereee pleaseee!!!!! Tsktsktsk!!!! =/


Got so bored tonight! I baked Kokokrunch+almond cookies. I purposely made big big ones and it’s really crispy but less sweet for my liking. But my mum likes it that way katanya sadang2 tah kan manis saja ani, kurangkan manis! Hahaha. Emm, what a way to kill the time.


Aahhh, what else to update???

No no no, now YOU guys update me on something. Off blog hopping now.


November 23, 2007, 1:17 am
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[edited] INDA JADI! [/edit]

mixed up.
November 19, 2007, 1:11 am
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Again, for the umpteenth time, I don’t know what to feel about it. The thoughts of it just made me feel all mixed up all over again, and I hate that feeling. Sigh. Sometimes I wish I could have a heart as hard as stone. Block out all the negativity aside, forget about it and feel nothing over it. Then again, it’s a choice for me myself to make. I can either just pull a smile and forget it or frown pout and sulk over it. Pick which one my heart desires.


I’m gonna distract myself later on when I wake up, I think I’m just gonna bake more goodies for my friend.


On a cheery note, my weekend was well spent with the people I love =)


happy birthday my sayang…
November 18, 2007, 4:07 am
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I hope this will make up for the lack of updates. At least.


No, I haven’t been busy, there’s just nothing to update about seriously. My sister and bro in-law are off to Korea now, so the kids are here with us. Thank god for that. Now I have ermm, five kids to play around or keep busy with. I’m THAT bored hehehee. So for the time being, the more the merrier!


It’s around 3.30am now, I should be off to bed soon, gotta bring the kids watch Bee Movie, second time for me, but considering it’s my nephew’s birthday (happy birthday love!) so I figure he MUST be out and about hehee. I hope he had a great b’day bash in school earlier yesterday. May Allah bless you with all the good things in life my handsome boy… Amin…


Lots of love hugs & kisses (I know you’ll go bleurghh over the kisses in a few years time, perhaps even NOW haha!)

Your usu. xoxoxo.

November 18, 2007, 1:55 am
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Okay, this blog is gettin stale. I better post something soon!

tummy tummy…
November 12, 2007, 11:25 pm
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Felt soo hungry all throughout the day! I hope I won’t be hungry again in a few minutes time!

I’ve eaten a lot too, god knows what’s wrong! =/