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Aiii.
October 31, 2008, 9:19 pm
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Watching the jazz concert is cancelled due to my, ermm, how should I say it, my body suddenly formed itchy spots all over it, so I’m in no position to get out of the house right now, what a bummer as I was looking forward to watching it today =/ tsktsk.

And to my cuzzie, Nas, congrats on the graduation! =D =D



Wide awake, always random!
October 30, 2008, 4:16 am
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Hello!

Hmm. I’m so tempted to stick up a big HIATUS pic right now hehe. But nahhh, I’ll just leave the blog unattended for the time being =)

As usual, I’m still awake, it’s 3.15am, it bugs me coz at times, I’ll be asleep by 12 midnight, other times, I tossed and turned ’til like 3-4am!!! Crazy body-clock!!!

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Things have been kind of on the trying  side for me at the moment, I figure it’s ookayyy, hang in there sunshine, it’s life, memang pun banyak dugaan. Sigh. Some may be laughing their ass off at me, it doesn’t matter much coz they’re meaningless in my life anyways. I only care about those who matters. And to those who care and always stayed true to me, I love you.

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People always tell others to have faith. Have faith in what we do, have faith in whatever we try so hard to believe in. Have faith in everything. Just, have faith. I am not losing any of it but I’m losing hope.

Through tough times, sometimes we question ourselves, “God, are you listening to my prayers?”  “Why is that I don’t get a slight hint or an answer?”  And we bawled our eyes out thinking why life is better for some and why not for the others. Perhaps, we forgot the fact that God made life fair  for everyone here, but there are times when we still cry over the “Why’s”  in our heads… Can’t help it sometimes right? Still, people tell us have faith, that’s all it takes.

I am slowly getting over the ‘crying’ phase because really, tears won’t help a thing. I firmly believe in “God won’t give you what you can’t handle” and the saying that goes, “life’s a battle, so don’t give up without a fight.” I believe in that for as long as I can remember and in some circumstances, I’ve turned out Ok. So it shouldn’t be that bad…

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Okay, the post is downright depressing, I know. My attempt on trying not to pw-protect this, hehe. Learning to be public once in a while. Yeps =)

On a cheerio-note, I can’t wait to lunch out with a friend later on. Lately, I’ve been missing my friends :s (bah guys, raya’s over, lunch and dinner date is open!) And ohh, the free jazz concert is tomorrow, I think I better go and see what’s on. Apalagi ah, ohh Nureyyy, wait for your ‘package’ alright? Not soo soon I guess coz you know how slow the postal is sometimes hehe. Inda plang ‘first-class service’ but bulihlah kali, dalam seminggu labih. Heheh.



Jellomello.
October 26, 2008, 7:34 am
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Why am I up so early again today??!!! Arghh, I think the bodyclock is slowlyyy adjusting itself back to normal? Good for me then.

So anyways, I decided to soothe myself with Indonesian songs hoping that it’ll put me back to sleep but ppffttt. Here’s Ressa Herlambang. Hehe when I first heard that name I thought it’s a lady, sudah dangar the song, laki laki rupanya! I like the song, I don’t like the clip, looks kinda cheapo. Heheh, and I want Glenn to sing this instead =P

And here’s Mike singing Sempurna. I know it’s a current hit by Andra & the Backbone but I like his version as well =) I fell in love with his voice back in 2006, so yeah heheh.



Saturday.
October 25, 2008, 8:01 am
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I’m up very early today and slept very early lastnight as well! Must be the rain.

I’m hungryyyy :s

Right now, I want coffee! (entah behapakah ku youtube pasal coffee tadi!) and a yummy cheese burger. Hmm. Tsktsktsk.

Ok, nevermind about that. Will be heading to Rina’s later on at noon, guess that will be the last open house for me this raya hehehe, ada lagi kah? =)

Oh goshh, lapar ku eh, cakap pasal open house tia lagi, I can already imagine what Rinrin’s gonna serve today hehehe. Arghhh. I better get out of bed!



Curveball.
October 23, 2008, 12:50 am
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I was chatting with a friend and spent good hours talking about life and its problems. (to an unrelated extent) For a moment, it really makes me think. You know sometimes whenever we think life’s being unfair to us, may be it doesn’t seem so bad or may be just because we chose to be ignorant to the surrounding or facts, we start being hard on ourselves. So I start thinking among other things, things that happened in the past and right now, I figure there’s no help if I keep on dwelling and sinking myself deep in sorrows when I can be happily smiling? You know sometimes, some problems are kinda a bit tough moving past it but I guess we just have to move on.

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Anyways, I thought of blogging earlier on. And how time has changed and how it has changed me. Sometimes, I miss those times when you CAN type just about everything without having to pw-protect it (less bloggers back in those days). I miss those times when I used to be soo carefree hehe. But really, I gotta grow out of that phase eventually and I have heheh (it’s a good thing I guess =P). Plus, you never know who’s reading kan? It’s been so long and honestly sometimes I have the urge to just say it out loud on the blog, you know, like named and shamed it tapinya noo, on a second thought, having someone read it and if ia terasa I’m bashing kedia, it’s not a nice feeling, so yeah. Ahh welllll, I know I’m being random =)

And oohh, I finally bought a new pair of trainers! Hehee, it’s my gooddyyy nike, it fell apart =s di stadium lagi tu eh! Obviously, I have a problem with ‘letting go’  so what I did was (few months back) asked the shoe-man to fix the tapak and tried to toughen it by sewing it hahaha (entah dijaitnya kah atau di gamnya), ahh well, like my sis said everything has got to have its finale. Bummer. I love it for as long as it serves its pupose to me, it took me to places, healed my soles when the killer heels were being bitchy hehe. Bye bye goody ol nike. Ohh right, now I remember I actually bought a pair of red puma sometime this year, ditched it ‘coz it was useless and uncomfortable, I hope the new one will be OK, it’s still nike and it’s still black =) I’ll try it next week!



Nyehhh.
October 19, 2008, 4:35 am
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Need to throw some junks in my room. Like how an interior guru would tell us, “stop holding on to the things you haven’t used in a year, you DON’T need it! Trash it, give it away to charity or recycle. ” You think I’d really really do that? Hehehe. Slowly but not so surely. Maybe only throw those things yang disfunctional and those that come with bad memories. Hahah! No, really, I just need a corner to fit in a mini hand-me-down fridge in the room. I’m actually against having a fridge in MY room BUT this is a hand-me-down from my sis, I want it now =) and I don’t wanna say no hehehe, good thing tho’, I can just shove fruits and those mini-packed juices in it, inda jua payah2 lari kebawah in the middle of the night! =D Somebody suggest I should even have a kitil and teapots to go with it and invite some friends over, hahaaha apa eh, ingat macam bilikku di bruhall kah? Heheheh!

I won’t have the time to do that later as I have two houses to visit (yeah, raya groove still ON) but I hope I’ll make some time to change my bedsheet soon after I wake up :s damn, it’s overdue. I should start telling myself it’s ok to get some help and ask the maid do that instead tapinya inda, I don’t like the maids doing my bed/room ‘coz they’ll end up re-shuffling other things in the end =/



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October 19, 2008, 2:37 am
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