:: Smile and smell the coffee ::

May 25, 2009, 5:19 am
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I haven’t been feeling quite like myself the past few days to be honest. May be it’s one of them days when you have all this sudden frustrations coming your way… you bottled it up as much as you could but then, explode, in the end. The guilt from having (useless) arguments with the people you love, scolding the kiddies just because of the littlest things, missing some people (I’m not even sure if they care…) and at times like this, my mind questions, who are the people who matter the most? Who are being real? And then, the negativity strikes, who are the fake ones around me? (yang ada time happy2 saja, when you’re in your not-so-gloriest phase, they cut you off completely, they don’t listen, they don’t fuckin care, etc etc etc) Sigh. I guess it’s just one of those trying times, people ticked you off, then again, sometimes it’s too much, it’s just not fair.

I don’t usually play the blame game y’know, most of the time I only have myself to blame for everything and I just chose to cry it to sleep, hoping I’d feel better the next day. I keep on telling myself, it’s ok, there’s always a reason for things, it shall pass. And yes, it always does somehow, in a way or another. Most times, I’d prefer having some time-out alone in my room and do some reading or talking to him helps too. But really, nobody likes being moody and cranky and all that, one can only stand THAT much. By that I mean, the one who behaves so, and the receiving end too :s :s :s

Why am I not posting this under the private post? (because she always does, you say) I don’t know…

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Perhaps, may be sometimes I don’t get some people… and why they behave in such manner and it hurts to know that they ignore the unwritten/unspoken rules. Really, is that so much to ask…?

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Week 9 & Week 10.
May 17, 2009, 3:41 am
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I’m now in Week 10 with the exercising and whatnot. Lets just say, my Week 9went kaputs, only had two days of slightly fast-paced workout and another two days of lazy-paced workouts. Didn’t exercise for a few days ‘coz I had shoulder-ache (?) yeah, muscle tension on the shoulder areas, I must’ve done something wrong (maybe the push-ups, I HATE doing push-ups and I CHEAT, hahah with knees down!) I’m still not on track with the eating habits but at least, now that I workout on a regular basis, I know I can now jog longer than I usually do, so at least that’s something (coming from someone who doesn’t know how to jog previously hehee!) =)

Blog? What blog?
May 16, 2009, 2:29 am
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Hehee. As you can see, I’ve moved on to doing tweets almost daily. You guys should hop on the wagon too =P


May 11, 2009, 2:22 am
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Lost in KB town, haha. Taken some time two years ago?? Adakah di kb pun sasat, balum pass eh.

London eye.
May 11, 2009, 2:07 am
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May 11, 2009, 1:45 am
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I know this came a bit late, as we know it’s exam fever now for those in uni, so guys, all the best =)

May 6, 2009, 11:21 pm
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Loved this place while it lasted.